is the ECONOMIC really that BAD?
why is my mum always always talking abt that?
really don't understand
she will always tell me in a rather harsh tone that
she isn't making much money recently
and that i shall not use any money to buy on stupid things
okay that one i agree lar so
peers don't ask me go out shop anymore PLEASE!
help me not waste anymore money

and ya i understand why she say that
my dad din earn much too and plus her
we only barely meet our needs only
that's why when i say I'M BROKE!
i mean it
it's like not having a single cent in your wallet
that feeling wasn't a good one kay

with such lil earnings of theirs
they have to provide for like
GRANNY ME JIEJIE UNCLE and plus themselves MUM AND DAD
thats 6 people
and then my uncle who stayed in my house for like almost
3 years if i'm not wrong after he's divorced
and he hasn't contributed a single cents even though he's working
you know he only use his earning to meet his own entertainment needs lar
he eat at home also no need waste money
means my mum and dad is actually providing for him too
oh my gosh this is the angriest part kay

i really shouldn't complain like this abt him
as he is my uncle eventually
but just.... you know venting my frustration here

i really really need to control abit too

NO TIBITS
NO CD
NO SHOPPING
NO NEW STATIONARY
NO AIR CON-ING AS AND WHEN I LIKE
NO MC DONAL AND KFC [quite expensive already compare to $1.50 chicken riceXD]

and i shall work EXTRA HARD for my studies so i can get my bursary again
you know i have not got it for two years
ohmygod how can it be
HATE MYSELF!
that much money can really works for me already

okayy this is quite a random thoughts
but i think this post is nessasary
before 2008 comes i should get all this thing right!



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